09.26.03 6:01 pm
the mood vanishes so quickly

so im not going to the game, and my awesome mood has now become the unplaceable one. i cant explain it, but it happens a lot. im wearing my navy dress shirt so its all ok. the wool is so warm, but kinda scratchy, and the musty old smell is so nice. im going to go eat with the family, and tomorrow im going to m'boro to help plan my moms big surprise 50th birthday party. faren and i are going to shop for decor and stuffs. my breath is total yuck-o.

youre not here. hes totally right. its all my fault and ill be up all night.

woo-hoo! look at that talent! take that!

its been real.