im so paranoid. so i barely eat. its stupid, i know. but its one of those crazy irrational fears. you cant help it. *sigh*

i was sooo happy today! im all beamy and shit. i dunno, but i think the rain made me even happier!

i talked to mrs elmore about it. she thinks im weird. cause im a sophmore girl hanging with those grungy freshmen boys. theyre crazy like me! i think it was the vow of silence that did us in.

i cant remember what else i was going to say, moms flipping out cause i dont want any garlic bread. geez woman.

jeffs trying to guilt me into naked pics. that kid.

its been real.