03.08.04 5:58 pm
how many times do i have to establish my utter dorkdom?
ok ok, the only thing that bothers me is this:
"I'm as free as a bird now...
and this bird, you cannot change"
and he had that in before we broke up. i was totally not holding him down!
also, if he ends up going to prom, i think ill kill someone, because he wouldnt take me when he liked me. the end.
maybe i am bummed. now that im not around anyone and i dont have to act like i do. they say its better to have loved and lost... blah blah (i wasnt in love). but id rahter not have "loved" cause right now i miss that feeling. knowing someone liked you and what not.
man, i think im the moodiest girl ever.
its been real.