so that made thing being a senior prank? well, it wasnt. the producers/scouts/whatever were there and were pissed. only a few kids showed up. im pissed too, i wish the faculty didnt let us believe it was a prank. i dunno, whatever.

im in a horrible dysmal mood. i just, god. i want to fix this so bad but i just cant. its making me sick. why cant i change myself?

beh, i wont submit you to a bunch of shit this afternoon. good day.

its been real.