08.14.06 9:54 pm
welcome to the real world?

im starting my "higher education"
at the local community college in two weeks.
volunteer state community college.
i put my parking decall on my car a mere five minutes ago.

im debating ending my 16 month relationship.
i feel,
i mean,
damn it sucks.
but its been so long and im so young and restless (ha! ha!).
hes seriously guilt tripping me about it to.

i have a crush on brent "the genius" ___?___ who works at hollywood.
he asked me to accomapany him on his break,
but i know better.
now i cant stop thinking about it.
im constantly looking for his maroon van with bent rear bumper.
"lets hang out,
maybe go to lunch."

im terrible.