the reality

the grim reality of my situation has hit me. i am quitting my current job. i am quitting the job that

i am quitting a job that'a paying me nearly 2X minimum wage (plus tips) to go back to school. i'm looking for a part time job. i just had an interview. if i take this position, i will be making 1/4 what i currently make. if i take this job, how will i be able to pay for next semester?

if i take this job, how will i be able to afford health insurance?

how will i be able to afford insulin?

can i afford to stay alive?

i've had too much coffee and not enough food today and i'm sure that's contributing to my erratic state and wild emotion, but...

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can i do this?