12.16.15 3:04 pm

i'm here with bae for almost a week for my birthday (i turned 28 yesterday) and i guess this is like a little tiny sneak peak of what life would be like if we actually lived together and we're constantly talking about the future and he brings up how we're like 25% done with this LDR but saturday i'm going to tell him i need another year and it's breaking my heart in the meantime and i know his won't fair well after the news and part of me can't care (out of self preservation?) sometimes you have to put yourself first