is this thing still on?

i feel a visceral need to document,,, whatever this is,,, immediately. like
1. it's important at all, and
b. it could disappear any moment now

which is wild because yes and no, and yes, of course.

i don't think anyone i know remembers this website exists, much less that i post on it. but if you're reading it, i

i i i i i

i'm sorry i don't know more about you.

but i do want you, in a visceral way.