i finally did it.

i called justin on thursday to tell him i wanted to break up with him. i didn't want to do it over the phone, but he was upset the last time i sprang that on him in person, and how do you allude to something like that without totally letting the cat out of the bag?

yesterday i went to his place to return his microphone and get a couple of my things. i tried to say some things. he tried to say some things. i don't think he's ever heard me though.

even though this is something i've been talking and thinking about doing for months, it still fucking hurts so bad.

i know it's for the best.